lucifersprize

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...the world is a better place.

There's a set of golden rules that has been by my side for a while and number two is "Don't leave any situation when your feelings are at their worst,"
For future reference, it is very true, and I kinda screwed up on that one...

I am back, and I will be staying quietly, and i will say absolutely that it was not because of anyone or anything here or in fandom, and I still love my shows  - even on their bad days. It is purely me, and something that will hopefully settle, given time.

What my friends here have done for me the last few days has been incredible, thank you for the love and messages - and especially to a certain person who crossed into RL when I really needed that connection. It all genuinely has helped.

I'm still in a fairly strange place and finding any sort of conversation tough - so please forgive me for taking a step back and not replying to anyone for a while. I will be lurking over here. (Really, how could I even have considered staying away?!)

What I will say is that anyone who felt bad about lurking, shouldn't, because there are definitely days when lurking is all I can manage and it would be terrible if y'all weren't out there lurking with me.

((hugs you all far too tightly))